I’m back. It’s been a while. I see my last post was in January. It’s not that I haven’t written anything. It’s just that most of what I’ve written needs to be saved for a later date. I became reluctant to write about Mom and Dad, and our life here On the Ravine, kept waiting for something big that I could write big about.
So, about my back. I’ve hurt it. I saw the confirming MRI this morning. It looks like another disc blowout in my back, this one at L-4/5, aggravated and probably caused by arthritis. This isn’t the first time. I ruptured at L-3/4 in April of 2001, just rolled over in bed one Sunday morning and couldn’t walk. However, two nights before, I had taken down tables to clear a room at church–and it caught up with me. It took me a week that time to put any pressure on my leg. Then I followed with pain medication, physical therapy–including daily paddling around in the pool, and multiple visits with a fine neurosurgeon who never operated. Two years of recovery—but no surgery.
Dr. K says next step is cortisone injections. I did this last time, to no avail. After that, the next step is micro-surgery. Yayyyyyy for micro-surgery! I say, “Bring it on!”
This is the fifteenth day that I haven’t walked without help. I don’t get around much, but when I do, I push a little old rolling walker with two baskets that I’ve used all summer as my “garden cart.” I paid $5 on Craigslist because I thought Dad might enjoy it for gardening help. No, he didn’t like it. Yes, I think it’s a lifesaver!
The pain of a spasm is unmanageable, although the gabapentin that Dr. K prescribed seems to help the chronic ache. Today he added a muscle relaxer to try to calm the spasms.
I want to be over this. Now. And I know it’s not going to work that way. So, for now, I’ll just pop a gabapentin, down some of those Italian crackers with olive oil that have become my weakness, and pour a glass of cabarnet.
5 thoughts on “Gabapentin, Crackers, and Cabernet”
I am so sorry for your back pain. I found it was the worst thing I ever had. I will add your to my prayers to get your surgery quick.
Thanks, Linda. Thanks for your prayers!
Sorry to hear you’re in such pain. Pain sucks. I’m having a glass of merlot to ease my back pain. How can back pain be a pain-in-the-ass at the same time? IT’S a multi-tasking pain. I hurt it while wire brushing my CB rockers that I’m going to paint turquoise in honor of my daughter and her Dysautonomia. IT’S that disease’s color. BACK pain could have a color. WHAT color would you choose? HOPE you get some permanent relief soon, my friend. (I have no idea why my first words/letters in a sentance. ARe. CApitalized. WEird. Prayers for you. CHeers!
Thanks, Susie. I just believe there is short solution for this thing. I want it–NOW!
I want it now for you, too.